she bangs she bangs

This is how i feel about my own trimming that i did to my bangs.

Y/N.. waiting for your bangs to grow out is the most painful fashion moment ever?

Eff.

My necklace however..

Is four dollars and eighty cents worth of GLORY.

i wear high heels, she wears sneakers

I downloaded Taylor Swift. What is going on in the world?

another day, another email

and this is how it all starts up again. after my second beer last night, and awful date, i had to email him back. and he emailed me back. the vicious cycle begins again. this time, i'm taking the reigns. deleting the email, deleting him. isn't it funny how we actually have to "delete" people from our lives now? it's not enough to stop speaking to them, or seeing them, they have email, facebook feeds, even twitter as methods to haunt you.

good morning

woke up to an email from him. even just a small hello, good morning, how are you, hits me like a ton of bricks.

Betty Crockpot

The chicken is sitting ready to cook slowly in my new crockpot tomorrow am.

Why do I still feel like I might burn down the house? Oh, that's right. Because I almost did last wednesday when I smoked sheesha with the 18 year old neighbours while my dinner was cooking.

I'm just not that into you

After some apres work drinkies with some of my coworkers to celebrate a new sales guy popping-his-sales-cherry, I went on a date. I already was not into it to begin with, had postponed a date for weeks and weeks. Finally, I just did it to get it over with and to carry on. I show up three sheets to the wind, and had already postponed the date from 7:30 to 8, but show up at 8:15 knowing that he has to leave by 9.

He was wearing a pukka shell necklace, and had neglected to tame his eyebrows. Drunk goggles couldn't even save him.

Such a contrast to a fantastic date on Thursday. I am still seeking a distraction from Thursday date, as to not get ahead of myself and not get too excited. That never ends up well for me, but I can say that Thursday's date is someone I could see myself eventually getting excited about. We'll see. Play it cool. Play it cool.

The important question for me to ask myself is are all these dates really just a distraction from him?

At least none of these dates knew him, unlike the last one. Every time he mentioned his name, talking about how his dad was his professor, all I wanted to do was be on a date with him instead.

November is the new January

So today tomorrow I start my new years resolution (for lack of a better term), but only now instead of in January. The last few weeks I have been eating like complete shit (so much junk, so much takeout, more mcdonalds than I have in the last 2 years combined), and have rarely worked out (I even missed floor hockey when I was sick). I need to get back into a healthy routine again. I was doing so well, but really have let it slip, and I think I've gained about 5 lbs already.

Tomorrow I am going to buy a crockpot and go for a jog after work. I will not drink beer at the Monsters of Folk show I am going to at Massey Hall.

If you haven't listened to them, or even heard of them, they are a supergroup composed of Conor Oberst (Bright Eyes), Jim James (My Morning Jacket), M Ward (M Ward/ She and Him), and some other dude who is a producer, who I really don't care about.

Temazcal is my fav song.

That is all. A zombie ate my brains last night.